Dreams
April 15th, 2005
I don’t have any dream. I have thoughts of leading a leisure life and rarely have any thought about succeeding in my endeavors. The eternal idea was to flow with the tide. That has a lot to do with my confidence level. I have not made things happen. To succeed in life…one needs to take things under control…one needs to understand the ground reality and act according to it. As Stephen Covey…as every minute emerges your circle of influence should increase. In my day to day life, I see that lots of things are taken for granted. I need to take control of the system and make things happen. Being brought-up by possessive parents, there parental nurturing has shattered my individualism and there is severe loss of identity. Throughout my early life, suppression was a way of life. Internally, during my school days, my self-esteem was shattered due to extreme possessiveness of my parents. Everything I wanted in my life…fell on my lap and never had to struggle much to achieve anything. There was severe deprivation of worldly experience…and life was revolving within the coterie of government service and fringe benefits coming out of it. It was very late when I realized the world and its changing attitudes. My first love was sports and I was good at it. But as usual, I was afraid of success…I thought I never deserved this. There were times, when I could have succeeded, but something stopped me. My academic competence was very poor…but I was excellent at grasping new ideas and processes. I am good at learning things the ‘hands-on’ way.
Line of thought
But I think that you cannot eliminate religion from the psyche of mankind. If you suppress it in one form, it merely re-emerges in another form. Even if you don’t believe in any God, you still have to believe in something that gives meaning to your life, and shapes your sense of the world. Such a belief is religious
Last famous words of mine…that almost ended a relationship
My only obligation in my life, is to be true to myself…having said all this, the truth is ‘I luvd u’…I don’t mind if u hate me 4 this….tat is the ultimate truth.
I don’t have any dream. I have thoughts of leading a leisure life and rarely have any thought about succeeding in my endeavors. The eternal idea was to flow with the tide. That has a lot to do with my confidence level. I have not made things happen. To succeed in life…one needs to take things under control…one needs to understand the ground reality and act according to it. As Stephen Covey…as every minute emerges your circle of influence should increase. In my day to day life, I see that lots of things are taken for granted. I need to take control of the system and make things happen. Being brought-up by possessive parents, there parental nurturing has shattered my individualism and there is severe loss of identity. Throughout my early life, suppression was a way of life. Internally, during my school days, my self-esteem was shattered due to extreme possessiveness of my parents. Everything I wanted in my life…fell on my lap and never had to struggle much to achieve anything. There was severe deprivation of worldly experience…and life was revolving within the coterie of government service and fringe benefits coming out of it. It was very late when I realized the world and its changing attitudes. My first love was sports and I was good at it. But as usual, I was afraid of success…I thought I never deserved this. There were times, when I could have succeeded, but something stopped me. My academic competence was very poor…but I was excellent at grasping new ideas and processes. I am good at learning things the ‘hands-on’ way.
Line of thought
But I think that you cannot eliminate religion from the psyche of mankind. If you suppress it in one form, it merely re-emerges in another form. Even if you don’t believe in any God, you still have to believe in something that gives meaning to your life, and shapes your sense of the world. Such a belief is religious
Last famous words of mine…that almost ended a relationship
My only obligation in my life, is to be true to myself…having said all this, the truth is ‘I luvd u’…I don’t mind if u hate me 4 this….tat is the ultimate truth.
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